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June 16th, 2005 ] |
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ohh man lets see, i'll start with last friday....umm we all went down drews to do our thing and then we all wanted to go to huey and theres a whole bunch of us meeting in the parking lot by drews and then shawn is yellin at me layna and farrah to get in the car cuz he was ready to leave, so we get in the car and start backing up to go to huey, well the cops roll up...shawn is sooooo fucked up so he freakin goes outta there really fast to get away...well chels is back there cuz she was riding with someone else....she had a beer in her hand when the cops rolled up...not good, she almost got in biiiig trouble...luckily the cop was hittin on her and he let her go, so that was good, haha and on the way to huey, we go like wayyyyyyyy out there and we see hobos lol and we had this looong talk about inbread people lol and wrong turn shit we were scared tho cuz we were out there in some wrong turn looking shit lol and shawn and randy kept telling us scary stories lol it was a bumpy ride....well we go back to drews and chill cuz that party up there was kinda lame....haha and travis had some trouble with his air mattress lol then saturday drew, rd, and travis came to chels's with us it was fun...although i frusturate rd lol ummm lets see monday i got my lisence!!!!!!!! haha i was sooo excited!!!! umm lets see tuesday me n chels went to the pool then huey and then back to drews and then to see my inky spinky, and then we staryed there with farrah and went to drews to do our thing lol and then rd took chels to summer school at 7 in the morning lol we love rd, what would we do without him......then wednesday we go to the TOM PETTY concert lol and we hung out with rd and his friend some and ohh man chels's mom is funny and i love her lol it was a good a god time even tho there was many crazii people lol to many stories to tell about them haha ohh and i got an airbrush tatoo that looks like drews cat salem haha................hmm today i slept and i actaully tok a shower haha rd made fun of me for that lol and then today me n chels drove to mannington to see drewsipher lol and then we went to see beautiful layna who's now grounded because people have ruin shit, thanks....yea i might die cuz layna is grounded and my farrah is leaving for bama, and chels has summer school every morning.....well im done typing but i love my true few<3333
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[Thursday
June 9th, 2005 ] |
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well its surely been a while.........hmm umm the cabin party back on saturday, umm crazii lol layna and farrah mud-wrestled and they were a bit sore the next day and had some scrapes and stuff lol i was soo sick at the party tho, so it kinda sucked for me...i had a bad fever and i threw up even tho i didnt even drink, so yea i was sick and my best friend seth let me sleep in his car since i didnt feel good, i love him, he takes care of me lol umm so im sleeping and i hear like a whole buncha screaming and yelling and craziiness, then chels and layna come down and tell me that the cops might come and if they do, for me to jus run anywhere and then meet back up later, well im kinda like ohh shit haha well i lay back down and then i hear more yelling and craziiness and i guess this big fight breaks out, like with 30 people, and then a whole buncha people are trying leave and so they came down and got me and told me we were leavin, so we got outta there and went to drews to crash for the night.....egh yea scary things happen when i try to sleep on drews couch.....umm then sunday i was sick and tired, so i came home and slept all day....and then on monday i get up and go to take my drivers test haha yea i failed, i hit the barrel when parallel parking whoops!! haha and then i jus layed around some more after that, didnt do anything that night....then tuesday me, layna, chels go up to the mannington pool and we got to see people there, i saw my kristin!! haha love her, and i saw britt<33 and a buncha other cool people... so it was fun, i got sun burnt on my shoulders really bad and it hurts alot haha and then we went back to layna's and we were sad cuz we thought we werent gonna get to hang out with farrah, but then her mommy said she could hang out with us, which was good cuz i missed my inky spinky like crazii<33 and we all went down drews and did our thing kinda, i dunno, everyone was to hyper or anything like normal haha we were really quiet that night and then the next morning, RD was supposed to wake us up when he left like at 7 and take us all back to farrahs, well we were pissed cuz he didnt, he jus left and we woke up at about 9:30 and had to walk back to farrahs, yea we were pissed haha, umm we went back to farrahs and slept a while then laurin called and wanted us to go to the pool with her and farrah and layna didnt feel too good, so me and chels went with her, i got some sun burn again lol but it was a pretty good day....then we went back to farrahs and farrah came back to chels's house with us and we wanted layna to come, but she couldnt find a ride and chels's mom couldnt go back and get her, so we were sad....seth and greg came over and ohh man i jus love them haha umm they stayed awhile and then we all went to bed and then i got up and came home and got some goooood cake haha and now im really bored and i hope i get to do something tonight, but i dunno, well my hands hurt from typing, i think this is the longest entry thing i have ever wrote lol leave me some pretty comments<33
Crazy friends provide for crazy times, and what crazy times we’ve had…
i love my girls, i'd be soo lost without them haha they are my other half of my brain, the part that just doesnt work anymore for some reason lol
<3333
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[Saturday
June 4th, 2005 ] |
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well i havent updated in a while, hmm lets see, wednesday was my last day of school, ahh im soo happy!!!!!!! and that night i stayed with chels...then thursday night we went to farrahs, and me layna chels farrah and kaitlyn all went down drews to do our thing lol ohh man crazii night, a buncha people came, it was pretty cool haha cops came twice outside and we all got scared and a buncha people ran lol but luckily they didnt decide to come in...haha and me and layna were soo proud, we were the only girls who didnt throw-up!!! whooaa go us hehe but that lord got to a few.....yea...farrah and kaitlyn went home at like 2:30 or so, they missed a whole buncha people that came lol but me chels and layna stayed and then shawn took us home in the morning......... then friday i slept all day and had to go to work then i was tired so i stayed home last night and then tonight is party at the cabin lol always crazii shit happens at those partys lol well im gonna go, eat and junk, leave me some comments<33
do everything you wanna do in life
and if its something you'll regret in the
morning ---------------------sleep late
^^haha so proud of myself, i made that one up myself!!!!
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[Wednesday
June 1st, 2005 ] |
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ahh man lets see, i'll start back wif thursday........school sucked it was a half day and like no one came lol and then umm i went to the mall wif chels afterward and got some cool shit and then we went to the party on chadam hill, it was fun, parties normally always are haha and it was nice seeing everyone.... and then on friday, i didnt go to school lol and i worked at 5 and then after work i went to chels's house while her mom was outta town and letting me and her stay there by ourselves and thought we would be good lol well...umm a buncha people came over and people were getting drunk and i didnt, i was kinda watching out for everyone else, cuz if something happened, it was me n chels that would be in trouble lol but it was fun, we jumped on the trampoline haha and umm layna hurt her tailbone lol and chels man that tatoo lol and the freaking mirroir(sp? haha) lol chels is in the bathroom and we are in the kitchen and we hear this big crash and we all run in there and chels walks out smiling and she had busted the mirrior in the bathroom, ahhh crazii stuff, trying to think of lies to tell her mom as to why the mirroir is broke lol and umm then she had trevor cut her head so it looked like she fell into it.......ahh crazii night, then in the morning it was nice trying to clean up all the shit and me n chels had to ditch the trash, so neither of us have our liscence and chels is still drunk from the night before and she drives us down the road and we jus ditch the garbage lol and umm i didnt do anything saturday and then sunday, well we go to farrahs and then to drews, and it was crazii fun times too haha farrah knocks over the shelf at 7/11 cuz we had to go there, cuz stupid mcdonalds is closed!!! lol and then farrah and layna sing and play me the best birthday song ever!!! ahh i loved it, and it was a pretty good night, i had pizza sauce up my nose tho haha i was aout to kill R D for that and i have this huge briuse on my arm from where me and layna fell into the lil table lol then for my birthday i was hungover...haha umm i went and got chinesse cuz its my favoritist haha and umm my mom had these chinesse people sing happy birthday to me and they gave me a chinesse birthday cake haha and it was a pretty good birthday......then today was my last freakin day of school, im soo excited!!!!!!!!!! and hopefully i can get my lisence next week!!!!! and hopefully me n my girls get to celebrate thurday!!!!! haha greatest times with them<333 but im tired of typing now lol leave me some love ♥
eventually all the pieces fall into
p l a c e untiil then* laugh a t the
confusion live* f o r the moment
and know that e v e r y t h ii n g
happens f o r* a (( r e a s o n ))
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[Tuesday
May 24th, 2005 ] |
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well lets see, ahhh this weekend was a blast!! umm friday me,farrah,layna,chels go to farrahs and then we go down drews and have a good time it was all crazy fun times...haha umm at drews we go there for a while then me,lanya, and farrah(my inky spinky), garrett, travis and shawn go to shawns house and chill for a while, and then travis takes me back to drews (i was a bit scared lol he was pretty tipsy) but umm yea we made it lol and at drews we all kinda jus chill and haha i made my best friend robert stay up with me hehe gotta love that kid...um then farrah and layna come back at 7 in the morning and we all go sleep at farrahs, and then we all go home and i had to go train for my work hehe and it wasnt too bad then after that we go to farrahs for the best shindigs around lol it was freakin craziii haha all kinds of funni stuff happened lol BCDFL2<3333333 i love my girls....but yea soo many inside jokes and all haha jus way to many to tell....we all chilled there and a bunch of people came over so it rocked, and umm then we all go home on sunday and sleep....then yesterday sucked, i was soo tired like all day and then today i went to work training again and this time it was a lot harder haha im exaughsted lol yea i cant spell that word but its ok....umm yea i start acatully working on friday, yea its graduation, but i get of work at 9 so i can still do whatever afterward haha
im out, leave me something sweet ♥
Ten years from now i wont remember
every weekend or why we laughed so
hard..but i will remember you girls were
the .o.n.e.s. -> a l w a y s there <3
BCDFL2(haha the 2 is supposed to be squared, but i dont know how to make a sqared sign haha) the greatest times with those girls<333
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[Friday
May 20th, 2005 ] |
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well lets see, umm well i got a job, i start training tonight, hehe im kinda pumped, cuz i need money haha yup i work at the movie gallery =) umm yea i got there tonight from 5:30 till 7:30 so hopeflly i will get to hang out with my girls after that!! gotta love them hehe umm lets see notta lot has happened this week, wednesday, me n chels n josh go chill, hes so much fun haha i love that kid umm we kinda jus drove around and went to dairy queen and then we went to drews and chilled there for a while and then we came home...and this week at school wasnt bad since in most of my classes we didnt do any work and had senoir awards ='( and yea im gonna miss some of those senoirs!!! but hopefully i'll get to still talk to those that i will miss<33
well i dunno what else to write about,
♥ Deidre Marie ♥
If you are single there is always one thing you should take out with you on a Saturday night... your friends. - sex and the city
what would i do without my girls!!! im glad me and farrah are getting to be freinds, i effin love her, and i missed layna like freaking crazii, so its good we are hanging out again!!!!!!
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[Tuesday
May 17th, 2005 ] |
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hmm well its been a verrryy long time since last time i updated this thing, hehe i got a lovely comment from kristin hehe love that girl!!! and it inspired me to wirte in this thing haha
hmm lets see, nott to much has happened since last time i wrote in here...so i'll start back with friday haha umm yea chels and drew are together and thats always good, they're cte together hehe and friday me n chels skipped 5th-7th peroid and garrett and drew came and picked us up lol and umm i was a bit scared haha im such a loser, i hadnt skipped before, so i was thiinking i would get caught, but so far its been good lol and umm we jus chilled there for a while and watched freddy vs jason.............then on friday evening, i babysat with chels, haha and umm kids are crazii, they dont like to go to sleep haha............then saturday was a blast haha i love farrah, layna, and chels...umm we go to layna's and chill there for a bit and then go to farrah's and then go down to drew's and it was a crazii fun time and hopefully more to come with those girls!!! and then umm sunday i jus layed around and slept.......umm lets see, at school this week we have that stupid westest shit, its not really hard, well it hasnt been so far, but its long and boring and really dumb.....hmm well i don't know what else to write.......leave me some love ♥
Life's journey is not to arrive at tha
grave in a well preserved body but rather to skid in sideways shouting "holy shiT! what a ride!"
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[Sunday
April 17th, 2005 ] |
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well i havent updated in a while, notta lot has happened, jus school through the week....umm friday i went fishing haha well i didnt actually fish but chels and denisee did, and britt, chels, and i carved our initials in the tree up at huey and i hurt my hand haha god im dumb...we went to mcdonalds and talked to some people there and there was weird guys sitting in the car looking at us haha then we went and got pizza and movies and went back to chelsea's to watch the movies and we watched napoleon dynamite lol and we all fell asleep during it...hmm then saturday i go home and i had to babysit lincoln and that kid is crazii, i definately got my workout for the day lol and then umm i satyed home alone...and then today nothing much has happened, well actaully nothing at all, ive just layed around and done nothing and well i think im gonna go and take a shower....leave me something sweet♥
ahhhhhh im getting very excitied!!!!!!!!!! like 6 days(ifi can count lol) till our greenday concert, its gonna be great, i havent been to a concert in like a year, so im pumped!!!! i'm gonna have a blast with seth and chels. haha we are startin a big mosh pit and crowd surfin lol
Everyday i'm going to get up and live. I'm going to breathe, even smile. And maybe one day i'll have a reason to.
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[Thursday
April 7th, 2005 ] |
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yeah im pretty bored, umm not much to wirte
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[Monday
April 4th, 2005 ] |
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well lets see, not a lot has happened in a while, umm the weekend was alright, i guess. i didnt do anything friday night, im a loser i guess....saturday i went bowling with britt, chels, and denise. then seth, gamble, greg , andrew and his girlfriend came and chilled with us....i suck at bowling lol gamble tried teaching me some cool spin thing, but that didnt work.....umm then after bowling we went to shane's and chilled there for a while, and then after that went back to chelseas house, so saturday was alright....then sunday my lil sister had a basketball game and it was her last one so since i hadnt been to one, i said i would go.....well we are one the way and then my mom hits this big hole in the road and the tire goes flat. so we pull of the road in the middle of nowhere and luckily we were at the top of a big hill so we got service, and called my grandpaw lol so he came and put a new tire on for us. so then i went home and thats pretty much my weekend.....well im out, leave me some comments ♥
So this is odd, the painful realization that has all gone wrong... And nobody cares at all -"the brilliant dance"
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[Wednesday
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well lets see its been a while, umm over the weekend on friday i went and saw the ring 2. it was alright and then saturday i did some shoppin and then jus chilled on sunday.....umm lets see, school life, ugh it kinda sucks ass, im failing history and probably some other classes, but right now i dont really give a shit, heh, not a good way to look at things, but i dont care. hmmm i am happy that i dont have school until tuesday!!!!!! im pumped i realllly needed the break....hmm home life, gahhh i hate the parentals, i honestly do, i tried to get out, to find something else, so i wouldnt have to live here anymore. to bad it almost worked but yea nothing in life for me can ever work out good, it always happens that everything looks like its goona be perfect and then right before its perfect, it all goes way downhill, man i love things....umm yea and lets see, love life? hah like i have one of those. umm no that sucks too, like really bad.... so lets see pretty much EVERYTHING sucks as of now....man life is so fuckin great, well im gonna go, i need a shower and junk....peace out homies lol leave me comments, hehe love to beth and layna, they love me and leave me comments!!!
my life seems like there's nothing left.
i hate it that everyone's got something to live for
& i've got nothing left to wake up smiling about.
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[Tuesday
March 8th, 2005 ] |
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well its been a while, hmm today we had a snow day, so that was great haha the only part that sucked is that i got up, got a shower and dryed my hair and was almost ready and then realized we had a 2 hour delay so i went back to bed and then they called it off, so i slept for a while and then got up and made some muffins, ahh i jus love those things haha and umm then i went to the library and got some movies and then i made noodles and pudding!!! ahh my lunch was the best lol and then i watched like 3 of the movies and now im sitting here ............hmm lets see i'll fill you in on my weekend, friday i went to chelseas and andrew and demo came over and they were gonna bring jamie but i dunno they didnt or something haha me n chels decided 10 pts for jamie lol but only a few people know what we mean by that haha umm and friday was pretty cool we all jus chilled and hung out and then i went home saturday morning, and then went to the movies with my lil cousins lol we saw the paccifier(haha i cant spell) but it was alright it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be although it was packed with lil annoying kids, and that wasnt good, but i survived lol and then that evening i went to chelseas and demo, andrew and lil brian came over and brain got drunk lol and umm he was very loud and falling everywhere and all that so demo and andrew left and took him home before he killed someone with pool sticks and darts and then i didnt do anything sunday....monday was school, ugh it sucks but atleast it was double lunch and stuff and it was warm so we ate outside, something i havent done in a while since its always been so cold....well i dont know what else to write about, leave me a comment♥
p.s. ---> haha i do jus love beth, shes the only person to leave me comments and i love her dearly for that lol
" Every female should have 4 pets
A mink in the closet
A jaguar in the garage
A tiger in bed
And a jackass to pay for everything " --Paris Hilton
haha i love that!!!
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[Saturday
February 26th, 2005 ] |
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ok its been forrever!!!!! i need to update lol hmm i havent really done much in a while except hang out with some of the best people ever!!! lol hmm last weekend when we had our big 4 day break i went to shanes with seth n chels and a buncha people was there and it was a very good time lol and some crazii times too lol but then seth and chels arent on good terms over a whole bunch of bullshit, ahh its confusing, but i dunno i really hope they become friends again, im sure they will, but after this i doubt things will be the same =( i dunno....hmm last night i went to chelseas and then demo andrew and gambel came over and chilled with us for a while till like 3ish then they had to leave cuz gambel and andrew had to be at the play at 8 in the morning lol and then hmm i came home had to go to my cousins bday party and then got back and got online and im sitting here now and hopefully i will get to do something tonight.... but i dunno, its like 7 and i havent heard from anyone so i dunno....haha umm lets see thursday we had another snow day!!! which rocks lol and then friday was alright haha me n chels are going treehousin in the summer lol and everybodys invited haha ohh man we are crazziii but we will go treehousin fo'sho!!! lol gettin trashed in the treehouse and skinny dippin in the lake beside it lol it will be awesome haha breakin into someones treehouse, ohh and we are roastin marsh-mellows with lighters!!!! heck yea haha that will be a fun time....ohhhh and guess what? lol im going to see GREEN DAY AND MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!!!!!!!!!!! whoaaa it will be great, i cant wait!!!!!! lol .....well im out, leave me something♥
& all she wants ` is someone that will treat *
her riqht. ' someone that will call her
beautiful when she needs it the most
someone that will love her ; endlessly. x3
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[Friday
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ok hopefully my computer wont screw up and all that like last time lol
hmm lets see, i havent been in school for a while lol SCABIES is going around and we had protesters lol yea they were protesting scabies lol it was on the news and newspapers and all, it was actaully kinda funny lol, but im thankful of them lol because of them protesting the students could leave wednesday, and stay home thursday and friday if they wanted lol so Denisee came and got chels, me, and beau on wednesday and we left lol and before we left we were told to try to get our homework for the next couples of days, so im walking to my locker and see Mr. Mason lol yea so i ask him and umm lets jus say he wasnt exactly happy he kinda yelled at me for it lol so because of that me n chels went thursday just for his class he wouldnt get pissed at us lol hmmm wednesday i had to go to the gynocologist(sp?) lol umm yea i most def hate that lol and then she told me, she wanted some blood tests (and no not a blood test for being pregnant lol) becuase she thought some level of something was too high lol so i go and get that done and then today she calls me back and wakes me up lol to tell me that she wants another blood test because that level of whatever that stuff is, was higher than normal lol so i get ready go in and have another freakin blood test lol hmm anything else, well chels got a puppy from seth and that lil dogg is sooo f'n cute!!!! she named it Truman becuase thats Seth's middle name lol haha we couldnt get that damn dogg to piss lol we stood outside freezing with it for like 20 mins lol hmmm today im really bored, nothing to do....well its friday hopefully i'll find somehting, leave me some love♥
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omfg!!!!!!!!! gah i hate computers, i just typed this long ass entry about my week and everything and yea know what as soon as i get to the bottom of it, the computer fucks up and now its all gone so fuck this, im not writing it again
peace out bitches
im so tired of pretending everything is okay
my tears are starting to show and my smile'
is slowly -> [( f a d i n g a w a y )]
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